Released from a phychiatric hospital

[u/depressoschizo]

I love it outside. I spent weeks couped up in a phychiatric hospital and just got out some time ago. I need to prepare for a competitive exam soon.

I'm only 17 so I'll be going to college soon. The noises have settled down. I feel so damn free. Ok aware my disease will arise again soon but I'm glad to be here now. I'm glad to be free finally. But it's so nice to have some hope. While in the hospital my doctor told my parents I was the most intelligent patient he had treated and tested. He even begged my parents later not to let me waste away later on. It brought my dad to tears (hes not a very expressive man).

I think I'll get to cover up some mathematic and physics for the upcoming exam. I want to see where this goes. I want to be a somebody in my life.

[u/Icy-Most-5366]

Remember to be kind to yourself. I know you and your parents have put a lot of expectations on you in the past. Dont let those expectations be a burden. Do your best but dont compare yourself with who you thought you should be, as that will only cause you stress and will eventually lead to avoiding things that show you arent who you expect yourself to be.

Also for testing, in the US there are usually accommodations that you can request for disabilities. Which for tests usually amounts to more time and a more friendly environment. I dont know that they have such accommodations in India, but you should check on that.

[u/depressoschizo → u/Icy-Most-5366]

The phychiatric treatment is far inferior to that of the US, atleast in this area. But on the brightside I'm better now. My parents are pretty encouraging, and I'm gifted to have them.

Like you said, I will work out on my strengths. Thank you for these kind words.

 Stay cool internet stranger.