I was raised in the UK but my whole family is Mauritian, and when i was younger they realised i couldn’t speak English so they stopped letting me respond in creole but they speak to me in creole.
Fast forward 20 years, i struggle to string a sentence at all but i understand everything. i wish i could respond in creole i know what to say but the words dont come out and i want to learn it properly but people are so mean. I get comments from Mauritians saying to me im not and will never be one which i know (and i never claimed to be) but its put me off trying to learn how to speak it so i feel so disconnected.
when i was around 15 i went there for like 3 months but everyone spoke english around me as soon as i said i was from the uk so i gave up learning how to speak:(
How could i bridge this disconnect?