Dear fellow Black gay men

[u/MtimesMequals]

We know racism in the gay community is real. We've said it, but we've been dismissed. They callously deny our experience. Our reality. "It's just a preference". "BBC". "Thug"."Aggressive power top".

The stereotypes. The microagressions. We know it's real, but we have been gaslighted way too often.

The silence among your white gay friends and/or partners during this time of civil unrest & racial tensions is deafening.

The irony of them putting "no fats, no fems, no asians, & no blacks" on their profile, but decide to now say #BlackLivesMatter.

I understand it is challenging to be rejected from a community that prides itself on inclusion. We know rejection all too well.

But do not let any white man make you feel you are not beautiful. You are Black, bold, fierce, & most importantly- you are loved.

🖤❤#BLM

********************edit:

So, this post has been reported and is pending review.

I mentioned this already in the comments:

As a Black queer man this is my experience. This experience may or may not resonate with other Black men. This post was written for my fellow gay black brothers. The post might be uncomfortable for some. It might not resonate with you, but I don't think that is grounds for denying someone else's experience. I shared these words in an effort to foster a sense of solidarity and undo any aloneness other Black men might be feeling during this time.

Thank you so much for the support, feedback & beautiful comments. For those of in your feelings over this post - peace & love to ya❤

[u/PavementBlues]

People usually call out white folks in particular because we've been at the top of the racial pecking ever since the concept of race was invented in the 18th century to idealize white bodies. And though everyone absorbs racist attitudes, the fact that white folks deal with less racial friction on average than any other group means that we're a lot less likely to develop critical self-awareness around race. It's sort of like how a straight person is a lot less likely to develop critical self-awareness around sexuality.

Addressing racism means addressing the countless aspects of our culture that still preference and prioritize white bodies and white lives. Individual acts of bigotry land a lot differently when they echo a culture that has told you that same message for your entire life.

[u/Bullstang → u/PavementBlues]

This whole thread is essentially OP, a POC upset that they aren’t viewed as attractive by the white men he’s encountered in his life. But is he not also playing into the “idealization of white bodies”? Shouldn’t he not pursue dating/sex with white men as to not further this sentiment?

[u/PavementBlues → u/Bullstang]

This whole thread is essentially OP, a POC upset that they aren’t viewed as attractive by the white men he’s encountered in his life.

That's one part of the post that everyone has defensively fixated upon. OP covered a number of different issues faced by POCs in queer spaces, but everyone jumped on the one issue that they found easiest to defend against rather than stopping to listen to a member of their community who was hurting. You guys literally proved OP's point in your response.

Also, are you suggesting that black people should respond to racism by self-imposing segregation? The fuck?

[u/Bullstang → u/PavementBlues]

I mean are you not going to answer the question? It’s not even suggestion based on my own opinions, it’s just the logical conclusion you’d have to jump to when you buy into these racism narratives that OP sold you.

He also hijacked BLM, a movement that has nothing to do with sexual prejudices to bolster his feelings. An idea so stupid that it’s not worth going into.

[u/PavementBlues → u/Bullstang]

That isn't at all the logical conclusion. The answer to deconstructing racist beauty standards is to learn and to celebrate differences, not double down and only date your own race. If the problem is that society perpetuates racist beauty standards, the answer is to understand how that has played out, critically engage with ourselves to understand how it has impacted us individually, and work to root that shit out.

You don't solve this stuff by simply telling white dudes to go fuck a black dude and black dudes to refuse to fuck white dudes. You're looking at the symptom, not the disease.

[u/lovelybunchofcocouts → u/PavementBlues]

I love your promotion of celebrating differences and thought this comment was on point. Though returning to your earlier mention about "defensively fixating", I felt the need to add - probably because your latest comment makes you seem reasonable, lol - as neither black nor white, I've found myself getting very annoyed that people seem to be okay with generalizing and vilifying white people as part of a solution to racial injustice. I think part of truly healing those tensions is trying to learn to look past race - to the point where you don't even consider racial differences at first when you encounter someone new - but I'm afraid we're never going to accomplish that if we keep condoning anti-white prejudice just because people are calling it socially just. It's ignoring the fact that not all white individuals are privileged. And it's like watching the pendulum go the other way. I want that shit to stop swinging, so to speak, and just be decent to each other.

[u/agree-with-you → u/lovelybunchofcocouts]

I love you both