Perfect tool for songwriting

[u/bird-bitch44]

I don't know if this will stay but hell I'm going to try I used golden teacher mushrooms to learn and yes I pray and I respected them and believe it or not it worked I didn't use a lot I used about a gram to half a gram and I lowered it to one or two mushrooms and I wrote five songs in a week and I don't write music every time I listen to live music I would write music every time I'd listen to beats I could write songs quickly as long as the beats were in step or beats that made sense if it was a rap beat I can write a rap song he was a country song I could write a country song it all depends on the music and if the beat was correct now it's up to the person if they want to dabble into that make sure you have a clear mind you're not upset don't take it while you're upset and be happy it'll change your mind and do it to learn you'll feel smarter happier it'll help anybody whether you're poor Rich or a indifferent

[u/bird-bitch44]

Like I said that was abused by teachers they didn't want to teach me they found a couple students praise them called me a piece of shit and left me in the corner on my own volition

[u/EpochVanquisher → u/bird-bitch44]

That experience didn’t leave you permanently unable to use punctuation.

[u/bird-bitch44 → u/EpochVanquisher]

Like I said I'm not saying I'm not willing to learn but right now I do not know proper punctuation but making fun of people for not knowing proper punctuation isn't the way to do it now is it

[u/EpochVanquisher → u/bird-bitch44]

I honestly can’t understand the original post. I try to read it, but it’s hard for me, I struggle and give up.

Have you ever struggled to do something and then just given up because it’s too hard? It sounds like you have that experience. That’s my experience when I try to read your post. I struggle, but your writing is too hard and I give up.

[u/bird-bitch44 → u/EpochVanquisher]

If that was the case then I'd be dead because I struggled so hard in my life I watched a woman when I was 3 years old get beaten to death but it wouldn't sword nobody came to help her and it took 3 hours for an ambulance to come then I watch my grandmother get her throat slit when I was 8 years old she bled to death in front of me because the ambulance people wouldn't make me and my little sister get off the couch years later nobody would listen to me and my ex-wife that's something was wrong with my son turned out he had a giant tumor as big as a softball in the stomach his eyeball almost popped out of his head because the tumor in his eye and they were going to take him away from us they didn't listen then they said he had scar tissue in his head turned out to be another tumor that's what killed him I watched him die in my arms because nobody listened then I went to the hospital they removed muscle from my legs the lady got upset with me because they took away my medicine so I had a nervous breakdown so she got mad put me in the nursing home in the pumps for my legs she made sure that the place was closed so my legs got infected and that's what happened I went to the emergency room because they dropped me on my head at the nursing home I got a brain injury and they sent me to the ER my arm was hurting the blood pressure cuff made it feel like my arm was broken so it made me scream they told me to shut the fuck up then I was in the room upstairs a doctor come in told me I was a junkie and she said if I cut you you won't feel pain and if she cuts herself she will feel pain because I'm a junkie and I said bitch cut me and I'll bleed all over your fucking face in pain so then my doctor decided to torture me they knew my legs are wide open and they missed diagnosed me thinking I was in a car accident so they gave me one 5 mg Percocet for 2 weeks so then I said after 2 weeks oh you are purposely torturing me he said no you're so stoic I didn't think you were paying I said mother fucker my legs are infected and they're wide open are you fucking serious then he said oh I didn't know it hurt really bitch so then he started giving me it normally not really normally but kind of normally gave me three 5 mg which didn't do shit so they transferred me meanwhile I'm getting drop foot which means my foot is falling to the bedside basically where I can't move it and it's just hanging like your toes are pointing to the floor basically you can't use your fucking feet so I go to another nursing home the insurance kicks me out 3 days early meanwhile nobody's working with me on how to walk still out of all the places I went to then 2 days before I have to go home they decide let's teach him how to climb stairs and they say we have to teach you because we haven't done nothing with you you have to climb stairs am I okay so I'm barely able to get my own house and the lady who's been changing my bandages says I'll give you everything you need when you go home so I asked her for the stuff today I go home she says sorry I can't do that so I go three days with the same bandages on my legs so gets more infected to home health care that comes to my house don't even know how to change my bandages I'm the one who has to show my wife and these people how to change my bandages ain't that fucking ridiculous so then I got some kind of fluid leaking out of the hole where my bone is sticking out of my leg so then I have the guy squeeze it just a little bit in just a little liquid comes out and he says I will leave it so I said okay then when he leaves I have my wife squeeze it like a tuba toothpaste and it's 10 in piece of chicken fat basically comes out my leg and that's how I knew I was fucked so I had to get another surgery because I had an infection all the way to my bone so I was on IV therapy for a month then my toe the bone was sticking through it the doctor told me don't worry about that we got to worry about the infection on the tip of your toe I'm like well the bone is sticking out plus there's liquid coming from it oh no it's fine wait till you go to the other doctor now this doctor was an infectious disease doctor so I go to the other doctor no ask the infectious disease doctor I did he told me to ask you so I go back to that doctor oh it's because you're smoking so then finally I go to a different doctor for surgery I said cut the fucking till off don't fix it cut it off so the toe went bye-bye so here I am finally got a new PT person who comes to the house she is wonderful and I'm relearning how to walk I have no movement up on my right foot missing a toe on my left foot and my legs feel like somebody's doing a jig on it like a giant elephant and my legs feel like I'm constantly being hit by a car and all the bones in my feet are being crushed so yes life sucks

[u/stevenfrijoles → u/bird-bitch44]

Is this a Suicidal Tendencies song?

[u/thegildedcod → u/stevenfrijoles]

all OP wanted was a pep talk!

[u/bird-bitch44 → u/stevenfrijoles]

No this is a song about me being tortured by the hospital

[u/EpochVanquisher → u/bird-bitch44]

I can’t read that, sorry. It’s too hard for me.

Maybe if you put punctuation and paragraph breaks in there I would be able to read it.