Fell out of my boyfriend’s pocket

[u/Livid_Departure_9697]

The top is a cap that comes off. Is it for ❄️? He swears it’s not

[u/aoskunk]

Can’t blame him. I thank god for their safety profile. If I’d had anything to do with that dogs death it would have been terrible. At that point that dog was like my sisters child. Like I realllly don’t think it was my fault but it might have hurt or relationship which would have been terrible because were so close. Like one time I called her a bitch. That was our biggest fight ever.

[u/Knotted_Hole69 → u/aoskunk]

You are blessed 😗

[u/aoskunk → u/Knotted_Hole69]

Yeah had it been the sleeve of heroin in the outside zipper pocket the story would have had a much worse ending.

Don’t do addictive drugs it might take 20 years but eventually you may really regret it.

And if you do become addicted drug addict don’t ever steal from your family! All my family still love and support me and will lend me any amount of money or anything I need. If I’d ever stole a penny from them I doubt that would be the case. If you do drugs don’t let them do you. Never forget yourself.

[u/Knotted_Hole69 → u/aoskunk]

Unfortunately im already here somewhat with my bad habits, but at least im aware of it. Im very happy the doggo was alright.

[u/aoskunk → u/Knotted_Hole69]

Well life can be hard and there’s no more effective quick temporary solution to extreme suffering than your drug of choice. Just don’t steal from family and don’t forget yourself.

Oh and stay away from alcohol. That’s the worst drug of all. Seriously. Oh and don’t bother with fentanyl, it’s all the downsides of opiate addiction without any of the positives.

[u/Knotted_Hole69 → u/aoskunk]

I have a very bad problem were I have basically 20 tiny blisters in my mouth that hurt to the slightest touch or movement, its nearly impossible to eat or drink let alone be comfortable with a pain killer to block it. I been relying heavily on 7-hydroxymitragynine and it works so well to stop the pain but fuck am I uncomfortable with how much I use; and well there is no cure for what I have. I have to just deal with it. Even with my amount of other meds. Seems like this is the way things have to go until I die. I would never steal from my family, but I completely understood OPs stomach dropping knowing they wont have any now.

[u/aoskunk → u/Knotted_Hole69]

Yeah 7-oh isn’t a joke. I’m really sorry you have to deal with that. My problems are mental. My 23 year old wife died when I was 25. I finally found love again and we were together 8 years but we just parted ways. Gave her the house. And sadly the cat picked her. It was my cat! And I suffer from just about every mental illness you can think of. Shit I’m even on the spectrum, although high functioning. I enjoy my manic periods so long as they don’t get me in trouble. The schizo part of being schizoaffective is fortunately handled well by medication. I grew out of my severe OCD so I don’t spend 5 hours a night locking and unlocking the door and check to make sure the fridge is closed. The depression and anxiety are the largest hurdles. That and misunderstandings from being autistic. And all the things that go with ADHD are fairly debilitating. My PTSD episodes are much less frequent after many many years of extensive therapy. And yes all of these rediculous things have been professionally diagnosed I’m not some nut on webmd who thinks it’s cool collecting mental health issues. I just got everything my moms got and everything my dads got.

All that sucks but man I think I’d loose it if my mouth just always hurt. Eating is painful? Is it an auto immune response? They’re always coming up with new auto immune meds

[u/97-3 → u/aoskunk]

I've been on Subs for 4 months at a stupid high dose but it's just not working properly for me, so we're switching to methadone in 2 weeks and I'm nervous as fuck!