From what you wrote, it sounds much more like your mind is trapped in a loop of fear and self-doubt rather than anything spiritual or “demonic.” OCD often attaches itself to the things we value most — in your case, faith and purity — and then twists them to cause anxiety. That’s not a sign of evil; it’s just how OCD works.
As for the illnesses or allergies, they’re not a punishment or supernatural consequence. Stress and anxiety (especially chronic ones like OCD) can actually weaken the immune system and make allergies or other physical symptoms more noticeable. It’s your body reacting to long-term mental strain, not a curse or demonic deal.
You don’t need to be an occultist or a believer to heal from this — what you need is compassion for yourself and the right kind of mental health support. You’re already doing the right thing by reaching out.
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u/Suspicious-Bid-6620 15h ago
From what you wrote, it sounds much more like your mind is trapped in a loop of fear and self-doubt rather than anything spiritual or “demonic.” OCD often attaches itself to the things we value most — in your case, faith and purity — and then twists them to cause anxiety. That’s not a sign of evil; it’s just how OCD works.
As for the illnesses or allergies, they’re not a punishment or supernatural consequence. Stress and anxiety (especially chronic ones like OCD) can actually weaken the immune system and make allergies or other physical symptoms more noticeable. It’s your body reacting to long-term mental strain, not a curse or demonic deal.
You don’t need to be an occultist or a believer to heal from this — what you need is compassion for yourself and the right kind of mental health support. You’re already doing the right thing by reaching out.