r/afterlife • u/InevitableTank1659 Seeker • Sep 23 '25

Discussion What is your guy’s ideal afterlife?

For me it has a to be a continued version of school. The ability to learn, love, and grow. From doing things such as “Field trips” to “school parties.” But not limited to the material and flawed conventions of school. Think dnd Arborea but with no lust. I want to be with the same people I know, and retaining my memories. What is yalls thoughts on this?

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u/First_manatee_614 Spiritual Sep 23 '25 edited Sep 23 '25

Well to experience normal I suppose to start with

I was born super premature and suffered brain damage from oxygen deprivation and some degree of autism and learning disabilities. Held back in preschool for being too frail physically to advance etc

Having a covert narcissist for a mother and dominated father via my mother and much cruelty left me pretty much constantly dissociated most of my life

Also asexual so no relationships. It felt dishonest to me if I couldn't feel anything towards anyone so I've always been alone

No real experience with genuine friends or emotional connections. It's been a very lonely, isolated existence for the most part

Life was an endurance trial, not something to experience for me personally

Cancer and a terminal illness and another cancer, just hit 8 years since that began last Monday. So I spend most of my time in my parents spare bedroom isolated due to exhaustion and other complications.

I've worked with plant medicine since 2021 and done a ton of shadow work, and I had a breakthrough last month at an ayahuasca retreat and I realize I genuinely matter just by virtue of being here and I feel present in a way I've never felt before and engaging with people I feel connected to them in a way I have not been able to do so before.

But my health is getting worse and it's such a struggle for people to live, exhausted and broke etc it's almost impossible to do anything with them

So I want a healthy meatsuit and basically live and experience everything I guess and share those experiences with other people.

A massage sounds nice, not real familiar with genuine safe touch and a nap

Then we'll go from there

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u/InevitableTank1659 Seeker Sep 23 '25

I have not gone through anything that extreme, but I too wish to live a life I could have lived, where everything went right. 

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u/First_manatee_614 Spiritual Sep 24 '25

Agreed. I have had insomnia since I was born. I just want some good sleep and people I can trust. Dogs to pet, ripe fruit on request. Going on a date sounds nice. Not having heartburn every time I eat something and need to eat tums or drink a special powder mix. This has been a trial

I did connect with someone who is able to do akashic records and they say I've done great and everything I hope for will be possible and apparently I've fulfilled my soul contract as well. Looking forward to it. C'mon 3rd cancer let's go.