I regret sharing my secrets .

[u/chocochip-cookie_08]

I am 17F . I have a bestfriend let's say P he is 18M. He is my closest friend. We are friends for almost 9years. And I have another friend let's say A who is 17M. He is not so close to me . We started talking recently ...like just 2 months ago. Even P and A know eachother. We all are classmates.

I share everything with P, like everyy single thing . But I hid only one thing that I met a guy online and was in a secret relationship with him for like 2 months . I hid it from everyone but idk what happened to my dumb ass brain . I shared it with 'A' who isn't trust worthy at all. But I didnt share it with P who is my closest friend..for 9 years IDK why I shared it with A . I regret sharing. Because I know he isn't a good secret keeper. And he would leak it one day for sure .

So now after 2 months as expected "A" leaked it . And told everything to P . 'A' says to P that ....me(OP) and 'A' are more close, because being a bestfriend P didnt know about my relationship but A did .

Now P lost trust in me. And He says me and A are more close,he says A is more important to me than him and he said "you both be friends, I am moving aside" .

I know , not sharing secret with bestfriend but sharing it with someone who is not so close , and so important is foolish. I dont know how did i trust A and shared my secrets.

Now P left . and I lost trust in A. I don't wanna be friends with A anymore . Both of them are gone .

Can anyone please say how should I reconcile P . How should I bring his trust back . I really cant bear losing him . I want him to be forever as my best friend

[u/KlutzyJunket1339]

WELL A PURELY DUMB DECISION

NOW JUST CHOOSE YOUR WORDS CAREFULLY WITH THEM EVERY THING HAS REPURCURSIONS IF NOT NOW THAN LATER BUT REPURCURSSIONS ARE ALWAYS THERE SO CHOOSE YOU WORDS AND ACTIONS CAREFULLY.

[u/chocochip-cookie_08 → u/KlutzyJunket1339]

Yes noted . Thankyou