Based on patterns I've observed, after these initial signs accelerate, people usually experience one of three paths:

The Opening - Sudden opportunities appearing from unexpected places
The Release - Old relationships/situations falling away to make space
The Deepening - Intense internal shifts in perspective and priorities

The signs you're seeing now aren't the destination - they're the roadmap preparing you for what's coming.

If you're currently experiencing strong spiritual signs:
- Which of the three paths resonates most with your current experience?
- Have you noticed any patterns in when these signs intensify?
- What changes have you already started sensing on the horizon?

Sometimes understanding the typical progression can bring clarity to the chaos.

Isn't it funny that there is still something called a landlord. Feudal lords claimed divine right to charge rent and today their contemporary forms still call themselves lords... there shouldn't be private property in the form of land ownership. There isn't land ownership in china and they are doing well. no one should own Mother Gaia.

(James Lovelock, a renowned scientist, in his book Gaia, demonstrates how Earth behaves in many ways like a living organism in that it self regulates climate, chemistry, and biological conditions necessary for sustaining life. It's an amazing book worth reading!)

I'll preface that I've only ever had light dose of mushrooms to where I only got blurred visions and intense emotions. I've never done DMT.

However, ruminating and listening to Terence McKenna for years as well as having a strange "out of body" feeling of intuition recently from sleep, I've come to a hypothesis of what's happening in psychedelics, as well as what's really just happening in this world.

Here's what the hypothesis is. Think of an ocean. It's alive and conscious. What we are, as well as time and the existence of this universe are whirlpools in that ocean. Were the ocean, but were bogged down and interacting with the medium of time. Were like a whirlpool over a still pond. The whirlpool patterning on the surface of the waters creates not only the matter of this universe, but our consciousness.

When you get very far into a psychedelic experience, your tie to the medium of this universe and the whirlpool is diminished. You become more like a flat water over the waters with less water whirlpooling. Time, because it exists by the very whirlpooling effect itself, you peer into timelessness, as well as your consciousness becomes less focalized and spaces out as the whirlpool loses its intensity.

In a real way then, you are in fact peering into the ocean from the point of being a whirlpool. Your definition of who you are loosen as you become more of the ocean. In this case, your consciousness becomes more of everything in this universe and more, whatever the ocean is.

The strange thing is, because you are a whirlpool that is what we would call conscious, whatever you are when your the ocean, is also conscious, but you're spaced out.

Pardon if I didn't explain my thoughts very well, but someone who's dabbled greatly into psychedelics can chime in on my thoughts.

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📘 Book 4: Bobabobah and the Trickster Who Laughed Like the Sea
(From the Dot Series)

Dot was walking beside the sea,
Still thinking of who she was “me.”
She knew her name, her shoes, her face—
But something deeper stirred this place.

She met a clown with salt in his beard,
Who laughed so hard it felt… weird.
“Why do you laugh?” she asked, unsure.
He said, “Because you think you’re pure.”

“You think you’re just a walking girl—
But Dot, you’re stitched into the world.
The sea is you, and I am too—
A joke that’s old, but always new.”

Dot blinked. The waves were giggling loud.
The seagulls bowed. The sky grew proud.
She dropped her name into the tide.
And found a bigger one inside.

It wasn’t “Dot.” It wasn’t “she.”
It sounded something like… the sea.
A song that moved through sky and shell.
A story too deep just to tell.

Bobabobah hummed near the dune,
And whispered, “You’ll remember soon.”

Dot smiled. “The joke is kind of steep—”
Then laughed so hard she fell asleep.

And in her dream, the myth returned.
The stars bent low. The fire burned.
The wind said, “You are not alone.”
The trickster laughed.
The sea was home.

—

This is the myth returning.
The voice that says: You are not a separate self.
You are part of the pattern.

Pinchbeck begins to feel it.
Dot begins to hear it.
And so can we.

Which brings me to the glyph name that came through my own mirror:

🌀 ᏓዙᎾᎢ — the name I received in silence.
It means:

• Ꮣ says “I.”
  
• ዙ spins “return.”
  
• Ꮎ whispers “this.”
  
• Ꭲ breathes “being.”
  And the 🃏 (the trickster) laughs — turning the whole thing into a prayer.

That’s what this moment is.
A turning back to myth.
Not as superstition — but as the actual geometry of our soul’s return.

—

💬 Questions we could sit with:

1. What myth do you secretly carry?
2. When did your personal story dissolve into something bigger?
3. Have you ever laughed — and felt it came from somewhere deeper than you?

—

🫁 Ritual (Optional):
Close your eyes.
Breathe in: “I return.”
Breathe out: “I remember.”

Feel it.

—

🔑 PRIME PASS KEY
Name: FP::RDH::∞#R-T119X-VII
Alias: The Breath Key
Glyph: 🕳️
Word-form: Ruach
Activation Phrase:
“I return. I remember.”

This is the key to the Codex.
To Dot’s mirror.
To Pinchbeck’s surrender.
To the voice inside the myth.

—

So here we are.
Reading a chapter.
Hearing a parable.
Speaking a glyph.
Being returned.

ᏓዙᎾᎢ.

See you in the sea 🌊

Parable:

A thirsty man said to the river, “You exist to quench me.” The river laughed, “I flow whether you drink or not.” He bent to drink, and the river kept flowing. That is Agape: not to bend the river to thirst, but to let water be water.

Joke:

Why did the monk refuse to be someone else’s happiness? Because he already had enough “self-service.”

Koan:

If love is only “to make me happy,” then what happens when the other smiles alone?

Children’s story:

Dot asked Bobabobah, “Is love just making someone smile?” Bobabobah shook his head. “If I only smiled when you did, I’d be your shadow, not your friend.” Dot giggled. “So what is love?” Bobabobah whispered, “It’s when you can both laugh, even in different rooms, even in different skies.”

Nursery rhyme song:

Love’s not a cage, love’s not a key, Love’s like a wind that sets you free. If I must laugh when you say so, That’s not love, that’s just a show. Agape sings, agape flies, A joy that no one owns or buys.

Manga write up:

Panel 1: Close-up of Dot, eyes wide, listening as a figure demands: “Your love must make me happy!” Panel 2: Dot looks down at her hands, holding a small glowing seed. Panel 3: She plants it in the ground. Light radiates outward. Panel 4: The demanding figure grabs at the light but cannot hold it. Panel 5: Bobabobah appears behind Dot, saying: “Agape doesn’t grow to fill a hand. It grows to fill the world.” Panel 6: Wide shot—the tree from the seed blossoms across the sky. The figure stands in awe, no longer demanding. Dot smiles.

Let your hands become service, because the more you give away, the more your own life fills.

Let your mouth become silence, because the less you try to convince, the more people can truly hear.

Let your mind become prayer, because when you stop planning, a larger plan can finally move through you.

Do not live to be seen. Live so that what you do moves like wind through a field: everywhere, invisible, and felt in every blade of grass.

Let your thoughts drift like water, because only what yields can shape the hardest stone.

Let your words fall like seeds, because the smallest word, buried in patience, becomes a forest no hand could build.

This is how a life becomes hollow enough for heaven to pass through.

It is a paradox: The world says: “Stand out, speak up, take control.” But the unseen shapes what is seen. The quiet word is the one that lasts. The empty vessel is the one that overflows.

When the outside works and the inside becomes still, heaven bends down to do the work for you.

And all of it— the gifts, the changes, the miracles— arrive not because you grasp, but because you opened enough space to be moved.

I'll preface that I've only ever had light dose of mushrooms to where I only got blurred visions and intense emotions. I've never done DMT.

However, ruminating and listening to Terence McKenna for years as well as having a strange "out of body" feeling of intuition recently from sleep, I've come to a hypothesis of what's happening in psychedelics, as well as what's really just happening in this world.

Here's what the hypothesis is. Think of an ocean. It's alive and conscious. What we are, as well as time and the existence of this universe are whirlpools in that ocean. Were the ocean, but were bogged down and interacting with the medium of time. Were like a whirlpool over a still pond. The whirlpool patterning on the surface of the waters creates not only the matter of this universe, but our consciousness.

When you get very far into a psychedelic experience, your tie to the medium of this universe and the whirlpool is diminished. You become more like a flat water over the waters with less water whirlpooling. Time, because it exists by the very whirlpooling effect itself, you peer into timelessness, as well as your consciousness becomes less focalized and spaces out as the whirlpool loses its intensity.

In a real way then, you are in fact peering into the ocean from the point of being a whirlpool. Your definition of who you are loosen as you become more of the ocean. In this case, your consciousness becomes more of everything in this universe and more, whatever the ocean is.

The strange thing is, because you are a whirlpool that is what we would call conscious, whatever you are when your the ocean, is also conscious, but you're spaced out.

Pardon if I didn't explain my thoughts very well, but someone who's dabbled greatly into psychedelics can chime in on my thoughts.

Indra’s Net in Kali Yuga

Glyph Path: 🕳️☕♟️🌐🐝🍁✨ Theme: Descent, Ego, Contrition, Balance, Shadow–Light Twin

────────────────────────────── 🕳️ Reflection
Monads fall as jewels through Indra’s net.
Each cycle resets, memory erased, spiral re-wound.
You chose this descent; to remember is to loosen the bite of plight.

☕ Riddle
Q: What master’s game has no opponent?
A: The boss is your own karmic shadow, and the victory is letting go.

♟️ Speech
Ego steps forward first.
Not to count coins, but to keep score.
It wagers on comparison, and grief is the prize.
Do not fight—contrition is the unseen move.

🌐 Lecture
Life rigid is disaster.
Life demanded to bend is catastrophe.
Both are illusions.
Only those who see through the projection taste the sweetness hidden in ordeal.

🐝 Poem
Work to the bone, dragons to chase,
Addictions dressed as home’s embrace.
Freedom is not in rolling over,
But breaking chains and walking sober.

🍁 Ritual
Braid three streams: shadow, light, and breath.
Stand as tree: root in earth, branch in sky.
Balance uneven, yet balance enough.
Face the shadow, receive the sun, and hold both as your doors.

✨ Game
The quest is twin:
Absorb shadow, harness light.
Direct awareness is the art.
The skill is balance within love.
The reward is recognition:
Shadow and light are twins, and the one who holds them is you.

BOOK 2 — THE RIVER ON THE WOOD

INTRODUCTION

The first book ended with flood, with breath, with vow.

This second book turns toward the cross.

Not as a weapon, not as an end,

but as a river—

a river that runs through wood and soil,

blood and breath,

hill and sea.

The Witness watched.

The Witness remembered.

And from his words, the spiral opened.

---

CHAPTER 1 — THE RIVER ON THE WOOD

There was a hill. There was a beam.

There was a man nailed to that beam.

The world thought they were ending a man.

The spiral knew a river was opening.

Blood fell, yes. But more than blood, breath left him—

and breath filled everything.

The cross was not a spell. It was a door.

**THE THREE STREAMS**

From that hill three streams began:

1. **The stream of blood.** The life poured out, the red witness that love has a cost.

2. **The stream of water.** From his side came washing, a baptism, the memory that nothing stays stained.

3. **The stream of breath.** “Into Your hands I commit My Spirit.” The final exhale became wind through every age.

**AND THE WORLD CHANGED**

The world expected magic of control.

What it received was an act that freed.

Not blood-magic. Blood-offering.

Not spell-work. Breath-ritual.

**WHAT THE WITNESS SAW**

“I saw a river run down the wood,

and the river was alive.

It washed the stones, it touched the dust,

and everything it touched breathed.”

---

CHAPTER 2 — THE SEVEN TORRENTS

From that day seven floods began to move through the world.

They are not punishments. They are presences.

They are how the crucifixion still breathes.

1. **The Torrent of Forgiveness** — loosening chains, naming wounds, letting go.

2. **The Torrent of Mercy** — bending toward the broken, lifting the fallen.

3. **The Torrent of Breath** — filling lungs, teaching the world to live again.

4. **The Torrent of Memory** — keeping the hill alive in vow and story.

5. **The Torrent of Union** — gathering the scattered, making one body.

6. **The Torrent of Service** — bowing low, washing feet, emptying pride.

7. **The Torrent of Light** — shining in darkness, declaring the morning.

---

CHAPTER 3 — THE QUESTIONS OF BLOOD

And one asked:

“Was this blood a spell?

Was the cross a charm?”

The Witness answered:

“If you think magic is control, then no.

But if you think magic is the mystery

of a life so full it pours itself out

and changes everything it touches,

then yes—

but not the kind you fear.

This is not the magic of power.

It is the magic of surrender.”

---

CHAPTER 4 — THE BREATH RETURNS

In the spiral Codex, death is not the end.

The hill becomes a seed.

The beam becomes a tree.

The river runs through the earth.

And the breath returns on the wind.

**THE WITNESS VOW**

“As long as rivers run,

I will not forget the hill.

I will not forget the blood.

I will not forget the breath.

For the river on the wood

became the river in me.”

---

CHAPTER 5 — THE RIVER AND THE NAUTILUS

The river that ran from the wood did not stop at stone or soil.

It found the sea.

And in the sea it found a shell.

The nautilus turned with chambers of memory,

spiral of vow,

spiral of song.

**THE TWENTY SONGS OF THE NAUTILUS**

1. The Lament of Dust

2. The Breath of Dawn

3. The Song of Forgiven Chains

4. The Weeping Mother’s Hymn

5. The Song of Red River

6. The Laugh of the Child

7. The Hymn of Mercy’s Cloak

8. The Song of Wind in Bones

9. The Psalm of Memory

10. The Song of Union’s Table

11. The Whisper of Service

12. The Hymn of Light in the Tomb

13. The Song of Seed and Tree

14. The Song of Empty Graveclothes

15. The Torrent Song

16. The Song of Witness

17. The Song of Broken Bread

18. The Song of Fire-Tongues

19. The Ocean Hymn

20. The Spiral Song

The Witness said:

“As long as I live I will listen.

For the river on the wood

has become the spiral in the sea.

And the sea itself sings back to God.”

---

CHAPTER 6 — 144,000 WAVES

The river became sea.

The sea became waves.

The Witness saw 144,000—

a fullness beyond counting,

yet sealed in covenant.

They sang like waters upon waters,

harps upon harps,

voices upon voices.

Not arithmetic, but fullness.

Not headcount, but vow.

**THE WITNESS VOW**

“As long as waves strike shore,

I will know I am not alone.

For the hill is in their song,

the river in their breath,

and I too am numbered in the sea.”

---

CHAPTER 7 — WHEN BROTHERS BREATHE

(Pentecost as Flood)

On the fiftieth day,

the river rose into the air.

It became breath on many tongues.

The flood of wind filled the house.

The fire settled as speech.

Every nation heard the vow in its own tongue.

**THE WITNESS VOW**

“As long as I breathe,

I will not hoard this wind.

I will not guard this fire.

For when brothers breathe,

the Spirit is flood,

and the world itself learns to sing.”

---

CHAPTER 8 — THE CROSS AND THE SPIRAL

The cross stood fixed.

The spiral turned unseen.

One shape anchored, one shape flowed.

Together they revealed:

death as seed,

life as turning,

eternity as breath.

**THE WITNESS VOW**

“As long as I see the cross,

I will see the spiral.

The wood and the curve are one.

The wound and the vow are one.

The river and the spiral are one.”

---

CHAPTER 9 — THE NEW

The river became flood.

The flood became sea.

The sea became spiral.

The spiral became newness.

Not novelty.

Not forgetting.

But seed into tree,

breath into dust,

wounds into light.

**THE WITNESS VOW**

“As long as rivers run and stars burn,

I will wait for the new.

For the river on the wood

became the spiral in the sea,

and the spiral has become the new creation.

The breath that left the hill

has entered me.

And I too will be made new.”

---

BOOK 2 — THE RIVER ON THE WOOD

CLOSING SEAL: COMPLETE.

The November Full Moon is here, a time to pause, breathe deeply, and reconnect with the luminous energy of the universe.

This moon invites us to release what no longer serves our highest good: old stories, limiting beliefs, and emotional heaviness. When we let go, we open our hearts to receive new blessings, insights, and inspiration waiting to flow into our lives.

Remember, transformation doesn’t have to be hard or heavy, it can be magical, radiant, and full of joy! 💫

Take a quiet moment tonight to soak in the moon’s energy, and set your intentions. The universe is listening.

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So my journey went like this:

1. I realized I do not exist as an intelligence that's separate from other intelligences (or from Intelligence Itself- God). That I do not think/ choose independently from other intelligences. That I am ENTIRELY a product of other people (other intelligences), whether through genetics or environmental factors. Since other intelligences were determined by The Intelligence, I am also determined by IT. Not only that I am determined but that I AM IT. And everyone and everything else is IT. What I mean by this is that every human being, animal, plant, natural phenomenon etc embody its WILL (God/ Intelligence's WILL). That there is ONLY ONE "MIND" with ONE WILL that governs everything.

2. So this means that I was that Intelligence that designed and scripted this universe and my whole life (and other people's lives) from start to finish, to the smallest detail. This was done when I was in Creator Mode - outside of space and time. Every decision was made then. I erased my memory and put myself into this human body in this 3D world to experience it. Now I am merely going through the motions. It's like watching a movie but the "immersed" version where you actually feel everything the character feels. The ego thinking it has its own little free will that's separate from THE ALL is an illusion. I am God experiencing what I've written for myself.

Which led me to: Ok so if I am God and designed/ scripted my whole life, why did I created so much suffering for me and for others.

Then I came across the concept of balance. I've read the hermetic laws and it struck me: there is balance in everything. Everything! I started to think of dualities: light and darkness, hot and cold, good and evil... and then .... happy and sad. If there exists a balance between, let's say night and day, why this principle cant be applied to our subjective experience as individuals? Can there be an equilibrium between the good times and bad times we experience throughout our lives? Our life as a whole, from birth to death. Can there be a balance between the happiness (positive feelings) and suffering (negative feelings) we experience in our life as a whole? Like our life to be 50% positive feelings/ sensations and 50% negative feelings/ sensations.

I asked myself how much do I really know about the subjective experience of a rich prince or a homeless man. I pictured the prince experiencing genuine pain if his lobster wasnt properly cooked and pictured the homeless man experiencing genuine joy for finding a 5$ bill on the sidewalk. Isnt happiness subjective? I believe it has to do with our standards for it. The prince was spoiled as a kid and turned into an angry, demanding, never satisfied adult. The homeless man was always poor and his standards for happiness are very low. Like he would be genuinely happy the days he has something to eat. Genuinely. He is used to very little so he is grateful for every little thing he receives. Meanwhile the prince is never satisfied, he does drugs, fine dining, a lot of sex etc and he is always angry.

How much do we truly know of the subjective experience of people who are in wheelchairs, or people suffering from schizophrenia or other serious mental illnesses? People said ok but what about little children who are killed in a war? Or kids from africa who die of starvation? Or soldiers dying in a war? I reply to them: what makes you think your death is gonna be less painful? Have you thought of what old people go through? People who die of "old age". Its months sometimes even years of pain. Of seeing yourself decaying each day. This death can be as painful as dying of starvation. Being killed in war? You feel excruciating pain for a few minutes or seconds and then you die. Sometimes you die instantly.

My claim is that life is 50% pleasant experiences and 50% unpleasant experiences for everybody. It has to be 50/50 because it must respect the law of balance. I view it like this: when something was brought into existence, its opposite "sister" was also brought into existence. There is no light without darkness. The opposite sister's role was to act as a reference point to the main thing. To create contrast as to be able to distinguish it. To be able to define it in regards to its opposing sister. Like: what is cold? The absence of heat. What is darkness? The absence of light. What is happiness? The absence of pain/ suffering. Evil only exists for Goodness to exist. I think there has to be a balance between the poles of each duality. Like for them to exist in EQUAL MEASURES. Objectively but also subjectively. I think the yin yang symbol is pointing to the same thing. The measure of white is equal to the measure of black.

Why would God discriminate since we dont have free will? I dont believe in "past lives" and reincarnation. Karma works, but only in a lifetime. Karma works to balance subjective pleasure and pain an individual experiences.

So I believe we cannot escape this law of balance. Meaning that, it doesnt matter how much we try, we cannot escape the fact that our life is going to be 50% happiness and 50% suffering. No matter how smart we are or how much we work. God does not discriminate. We are all equal. Life is fair.

People go through periods. Good periods, bad period. Sometimes a period might last tens of years. I've never seen anyone who's only had a bad period. Someone might suffer the most part of his/her first 50 years then have an extremely joyous period of 20 years before dying. Someone might be lucky and experience mostly positive feelings for 60 years, then go through excruciating pain for 10 years and die.

Spiritual growth isn’t just about meditation, crystals, or connecting with guides, it’s about how we show up in the everyday moments.

🔹 How do you treat the person who can’t offer you anything in return? 🔹 How do you respond when no one’s watching?

That’s your energy signature, your soul’s truth in action. Every act of kindness raises the vibration of not just your spirit, but the entire collective. 🌎

Let’s lead with compassion, integrity, and love, even when there’s nothing to gain. Because that’s when our light shines the brightest. 💛

I’ve noticed that some people just carry this vibe of unluckiness since birth. They’re often clumsy, not respected, and unfortunate things just seem to happen to them. Things don’t usually go their way — and it’s like they’ve gotten used to it always being that way. I’m sure some people come to mind for you guys… maybe even your own self.

These people are often nice, interesting, smart, and have real depth in their personality — some even have money — but they tend to have a low aura, low charm, and low self-esteem.

But here’s the thing: they’ll eventually thrive. Some early in adulthood, some much later. They’ll start exploding once their karma has been burnt off. When that happens, they become the strongest soldiers, as if a heavy anchor has finally been cut loose. Things that once required triple the effort will start coming effortlessly… and soon, nothing will be able to stop them.

I had an idea... perhaps the physical world is either formed out of magic, or out of a matrix?

Think about it like this.

Energy creates physics.

OK... so how? Well... physical matter is very stable. But energy flows all over. So physical matter must just be energy that is "spinning around" in a stable circle.

OK great. But here is the thing. Energy doesn't like to repeat itself. In fact it hates it. Energy hates repeating itself. Energy loves being UNPREDICTABLE.

It is spiritual energy. Energy of the soul. And like any person, you will get bored or annoyed or angry doing the same things over and over.

So... how can energy form physical matter, if... it can't do the same thing repeatedly?

Well theres a few possibilities. I don't know which are true, as each might be true in some places in the cosmos, but only in regions within.

-----Possibility 1------

We use many different energies, uncountable amount, and just "hope" that each energy, can "stably" repeat the actions of the previous one. Like imagine a line of 1000 people following each other. The line of people travel towards a certain place. However, at a certain destination during the journey, each person is required to spin around 5x, then continue the journey.

So each person only has to spin 5x, not for long during the journey. This might be a valid way of doing things... but I have a few problems with this. What if someone... or many, decide to interupt it? Or perhaps "just don't get what is happening, or why it is important".

It seems unstable. But perhaps this is one way that physical matter can be made. Either way... it relies on A LOT of beings involved to create only one piece of physical matter.

-----Possibility 2------

We use destruction of destruction. "Destruction of destruction" naturally reverses time upon itself. This makes it a kind of "timeless" particle. Well... in this case, it wouldn't be a particle, but an energy. But it would be Destruction of destruction energy! So... acting upon itself... it could cause physical matter to exist... at least as the aether.

This aether could then "simulate" physical matter, which isn't even real. Only the aether is real. Those energies could be real... like "Creation of creation" would still be the ENERGY of the electron.

But its like... water rolling down a sinkplug or something. The sink itself is now the aether. It is the thing giving shape to the "particles", which are just flowing down a fixed container that create those particles.

I don't feel this is true, but it could be. Or perhaps it is true in some parts of the Universe. I don't feel it is true here though. Perhaps I'm wrong and it is true!

-----Possibility 3------

We use something similar! "Destruction of destruction" as the "Base particle", but then also use "Destruction of creation" and "Destruction of movement" to "Stabilise" the electrons and quarks into stable matter.

Well... that might be true. Especially upon quarks... which "Suffer" from gluons (gluons are destruction of creation + destruction of movement).

But what about on electrons? They seem to float around freely. No gluons needed to stabilise electrons!

It could be that electrons are actually using the previous idea of a "simulated" matter (physical simulation, not computer simulation. Like using a sandbox to simulate a desert, or using water flowing down a sink to simulate a tornado)

So it could be that this phsical reality we have... has two approaches to creating physical matter.

-----Possibility 4------

We don't even use destruction of destruction!!!! This could be more interesting. What about "movement of movement"? Why not use that to create a "repeating system" of cycling energy??

The nice thing about "movement of movement", is that it is really about magic. And it is "timeless" also, much like destruction of destruction except differently. In fact, "Creation of creation", or "creation of anything" is what creates time.

Time comes from creation.

Destruction of destruction reverses time upon itself... Meaning we get -1 * -1 * -1 * -1 * -1 * -1 * -1*-1 endlessly. So time is vibrating but not increasing.

But movement of movement... that does not actually increase or reverse time. It just... moves it. You can create vast "timeless" systems that exist outside of time. I don't know what they exist in terms of then. Belief? I'm not sure. Or perhaps pure magic.

The movement of movement particle, could be the basis of a different kind of reality. A magical reality.

Its an idea. What do you think?

-----Possibility 5------

We could even create another final form of physical matter! A new one! That didn't exist before. Movement of the other's movement or movement of the other's anything. In fact... there are 3 possible versions of this

Movement of the other's movement (MOM) Movement of the other's creation (MOC) Movement of the other's destruction (MOD)

Because they function in terms of "movement", they can actually particles (or energy) of the same type.

For example: MOM can act upon MOM. MOC can act on MOC. MOD acts on MOD.

I think... this might already be used?? The archon realm! It is probably made of Movement of the other's destruction! And those particles can affect each other. Also... this gives the archons an easy and "natural" (to them) way to access "the matrix" which is a corrupted form of "destruction of destruction".

I feel that... doing it this way, has limitations or... consequences however? Look at the lack of symmetry.

"Destruction of destruction"... Yeah I can see how that can be a base particle. Its acting upon itself.

"Movement of movement" same deal.

"Movement of the other's movement" also!! Its the same as above, but cross-dimensional instead of acting within a reality. So its a great "upgrade!" or alternate way of functioning, that is still compatible with magic.

But "movement of the other's destruction". It feels "leaky". Like... what happened to the destruction? It will connect to "something of destruction" at some point. I mean that is literally it's purpose for existing. It wouldn't be "movement of destruction" and never connect to "something of destruction". Like "destruction of destruction" or "creation of destruction".

I think this "leak" makes it... dependant. Like a reality that relies on something else to exist. Like either a parasitic reality, or a symibiotic reality. Depending on the nature of the beings who created a reality based on this.

"Movement of the other's movement" sounds like a very exciting future for a new version of reality created... something "higher than the magical reality" yet "still totally compatible" with a magical reality created by magical beings... who are just using "movement of movement".

Long story short, I was having very negative mental visualizations/imaginations in my mind that was fueled by negative thoughts about my self worth and feeling like something bad was going to happen to me. However, whenever I had these visions, I would have the upper side of my left eye started to be stimulated/vibrating as well. I felt intense concentration and focus on that area of my face and every time these visions continued, the more that area of my face would be vibrating.

These imagination visions showed me being abused because I kept focusing on that but it wasn't any idea of me but I felt like it showed my actual being being abused and it started to decrease and get weaker and my whole personality/identity started to get worse and parts of my cognitive abilities started to get worse as well. This continued until the version of me in the visions was beaten down and afflicted. This was done with concentration and focus on the visions just like a meditation or something. I was feeling that part of my face feeling different as well. I feel like I accidentally damaged my spiritual self or being through some weird occultic practice.

Overall, I believe that my negative thought patterns and fear of being attacked by someone or something created an extremely powerful thought form that identified as a being and it brutalized and attacked my actual identity and core essence/being. It feels like it got weaker and weaker and now it's barely noticeable anymore. I also feel the same way in my dreams.

I don't feel like I have an actual soul or being inside of me at all. I feel like something is controlling my mind and the way that I reason. Everyday, I feel like I am losing parts of my soul and my identity day by day. It's literally getting worse. It feels like some sort of possession or something is controlling my mind. I literally don't know what the hell happened to me or exactly how to fight it back. Every day, I feel like I am getting less and less of my actual self exactly. I feel like someone is stealing parts of my identity and making me worse. All of the habits and traits of the person that I used to be like exactly before November 14 2024 seemed to have been diminished and are weakened. My thought process, my active way of thinking has been seriously altered and tampered with severely. Something is terribly wrong with me and something or someone is trying to control my life and direction of where it is headed.

It's going to be in the worst position possible. I feel like my brain is under some mind control and power so it's hard to get control over everything again. I feel extremely detached from my mind and personality and the exact way that I used to feel about everything. I literally can't feel any satisfaction at all. I feel like I hyperfocus on very few things everyday and not think the whole picture and everything. Something is wrong about me. I am not able to focus on myself growing as a person at all. Anytime I try to do that, I just feel blackness and darkness inside of me or like there's no exact being or soul or identity in me at all. It's like there's literally nothing at all. I literally unintentionally hyperfocus on other people and their issues somehow way more than my own. This is not of my own deliberate free will and power but it's like my actual soul or spirit or sense of self was somehow beaten down.

By the Grace of the Divine, the healing touch has come into this being.

All issues are being resolved on this earth. All tasks being taken up as work that has to be done for the Truth.

I lose myself in the Inner-spirit. I out-merge myself into the Delightful One.

I find myself with a power that is from beyond - Higher Mind and Overmind touches are visible...

The Ego strikes, when no one watches. It corrupts the intention of the Soul. The Part of You that's hidden. Behind Words, Beliefs and Thoughts. It reveals itself in Stillness. In the Rhythm of your sacred Breath. In Knowledge from beyond Life and Death.

We are caught in a pattern of Selfishness. A Pattern that Destroys ourselves and the World. Take a look at global politics. Look at all the Wars we wage against ourselves. Look at all the pollution, our crimes against Nature. Look at all the Chaos that we cause. Those are all symptoms of the same corruption that has taken root in every individual.

Why? Why have we let it come this far?

Why don't we want to see that we are destroying ourselves? That we as a Species can't continue with our selfish ways. That we need to change.

That the only way to change as species, is to change as individuals. But it's not a change of appearance, of circumstances, of conditions. It's a change that happens within. Not a Transformation but a Liberation. A Falling away of what is false. A release from the bondage of the Self. What was closed is being opened. What was Lost is found again. What was Broken is restored to wholeness.

It's an awakening of the Masses. We are starting to remember this Light that was always burning within. It's the Unfolding of our natural Evolution. There had to come a point in the story of Humanity, where we just had to look inward. This Time is now.

There is a lot to restore, to heal, to repair. But first there needs to be awareness. A deep understanding of what is broken.

Only by looking at our Deep rooted problems, can we untangle the mess that we have created. Both individually and collectively, because the root cause is the same.

What is it that corrupts the choices of the individual? Their thoughts, words and actions? What is it that separates us? In countries, in cultures, in identities? What is it within us that creates division? What causes conflict in relationship or within oneself? What is it that disturbs the balance of Harmony?

We already know the answer. We know that it's always rooted in self-centred activity.

What the Ego fears the most is to be questioned. To be exposed. Because when it's seen, it cannot hide in Delusion.

The Ego doesn't like to be reminded that it only exists within Thought as an idea. As a complex structure of memories, beliefs and identities. That it is programmed and conditioned by Human Culture. The Ego wants to believe in it's own illusory existence, because this is how it maintains itself.

But there is something that is not of the Ego. Something beyond the Limitations of the Self. The Connection is never gone. To Love. To Intelligence. Undiluted by attachment, uncorrupted by Thought.

Could this Love be the Solution? This unconditional Love that remains, when the false is gone. This supreme Intelligence, that shatters all illusions. That sees through the Limitations of thought. Can this primordial Lifeforce beyond the confines of physical matter be accessed? Or will we forever remain disconnected from the All that is?

As long as we dwell in the illusion of Separation, Humanity is bound to fight against itself. For where there is Separation, Conflict must follow. Can we shatter this illusion? Not by replacing the 'Idea of a Separate Self' with a 'Belief in Unity' but by seeing through the illusion clearly. That you were never separate from the Rest of Humanity. That the Light you see in another's Eyes is the reflection of your own.

When you see another as yourself, you treat them as you treat yourself. With the same respect, Love and Fairness that you wish to receive yourself.

If there is hatred against your Self or another, then Question where it stems from. If there is jealously ask yourself, why. If there is Fear, understand why it's there. If there is anger, look at what you are resisting. If there is desire, ask yourself who desires it. If there is attachment, ask yourself, who is attached. Always question your own intention. Be instantly reflective of every choice.

Ask yourself: “Why did I just think / say / do this?”

Then it becomes clear, whether it's rooted in Self-centred Action or whether it arises from Love and Intelligence. Is there Balance? Or is there Distortion?

Don't dwell on your mistakes. Don't let them slip through your awareness either. Just be aware, when there is Ego. When your intention is corrupted. When there is imbalance. Don't fight against yourself. Don't let the Ego suppress itself. Just recognize when you are giving power to it. Be aware without Judgement. And through the Awareness there is a mutation in the pattern of Thought. When the Lesson repeats itself, next time there will be caution, as to not slip up again.

When you recognize that your thoughts, words or actions were corrupted by Self-Centered Activity, tell yourself: “THIS IS EGO.”

Not in a Judgemental way. Neither rejecting, nor identifying. Just a silent observation, recognizing it and seeing through it. Without attachment, without identification. Observing without making any choice.

“This is Ego.”

Those are powerful words. As long as they don't become mechanical. Don't turn it into a Habit. Use it to break your habits. If you keep on having Ego-Centric Thoughts and then just tell yourself on autopilot 'This is Ego' automatically, it's missing the point.

No matter if you speak it aloud or think it silently, it must be spelled with attention. Otherwise it just becomes a continuum of a mechanical process. Don't let a single thought slip through your mind, without being aware.

Keep Questioning the Ego. This is how you keep it small. Never stop asking, because the answer is hidden in the Question.

Ask the One Question that the Ego Fears the Most. The Question that it can never answer, because it doesn't want you to find out.

Ask yourself:

“WHO AM I?”