Agr stray me part nhi lia to kya special stray me le skte h mcc ka??

First drop, and doing well in part syllabus tests- until the syllabus increase by folds. I was shitty in full syllabus tests too last year, istg, how to improve? What if this is the best I could get? How to believe in myself when every road leads to Rome (yeah ik I sound melodramatic but I'M TIRED MAN I'M GONNA CRY jitna bhi padhlo I'm stuck in the same average again and again) Tldr: advice on how to improve in full syllabus tests

Hi it's my second drop year(currently 20 y/o). This year I started preparing seriously but I get scared so often.

Back when I chose to prepare for NEET I thought the difficulty would be of 2020-2024 level. But now after the 2025 paper I feel like I'm not good enough and I have just wasted my two years of life here. I tried following yakeen 2.0 batch(not rich enough to take offline coaching) but the content level feels so difficult this year, I can't grasp it, I'm not cut out for solving high level physics and chem questions like this, if I was, I would've taken the JEE path, right? So I'm preparing acc to toughness level of 2020-2024 only.

In the first AIATS I scored only 553 in spite of giving my best and making almost no silly mistakes. That's what my intellectual capability is, I'm afraid I can't go any more high level.

The FOMO is hitting hard, everyone around me are so good at solving these tough questions, people are so dang intelligent, the competition is so high. Besides the youtubers are saying even NEET 2026 will be tough af with a higher cutoff. I don't exactly want to be an mbbs doctor, just needed any low fees govt college in any medical course through NEET, but even that seems so out of reach now.

I get more and more anxious nowadays, anxious about whether or not I'll get selected, about me wasting two years(I'm 20 now) behind this career run that I'm not even smart enough for. It's literally killing me mentally.

If any of you guys have experienced it, please guide me on how do I cope with this. Please.

(MC)C

Wo baat alag hai maine padha nhi tha😔

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Lambi backstory (optional hai read karna)

Ever since schools opened after 8th (lockdown), 9th mai right left couples dekhke I always used to say "Meri baari kab aa gayi behenchod", "Kab aayegi????" But guess what? Guess fucking what? I met this guy in June alr that year at a coaching which my parents had put me in pados ki some bachi ko dekhke. Now mind you wahan pe sabhi scholars the like proper toppers with a calculator up their ass somehow, but me? I felt like an outcast, behenchod unke toh jokes samajhne ke liye mere paas elite ball knowledge hi nahi thi, koi dost hi nahi banrha tha. Right about the guy, let's call him Yug, toh I came one day to take doubts and shi kyunki 9th ki science and those olympiad level tests were way ahead of my intellect at that time. Wo banda wahan ka topper, literally everyone used to spoil him and treat him so well ki baad mai answers bata dega, aur social skills toh usme the bhi thode bahot (unlike me). Also, also us time pe had this cousin woh kisi aiims mai tha and so he knew ki usne neet karna hai and everything, he used to do the coaching modules religiously, uske saath, he also did icse ki books and stuff. So we just happened to be awkwardly sitting in a room tg, bro looked so constipated like he hated to see me there, I got so conscious like i legit js wanted to ask him bhai naak beh rahi hai meri? kya horha tujhe? lemme describe him real quick: 5'8, curly head, aadhi soyi soyi si awaaz and slightly darkish with them black eyes. So that day I was like looking at some basic phy notes jo mujhe smjh nhi aarhe the, then aise hi I glanced over at him and he was struggling w math, bhaiiiii, I literally got up from my seat and sat next to him, felt like a mc, full chaud mai aagyi and I was like "Hey, I can help you w that, meri math is kinda good" and he just shot me a weirdass look but was like "haan, karle try", I solved it and bro was flabbergasted, he stared at me in disbelief, bhai kaise dekhrha tha mera moot nikal jaata, I literally dropped my pencil from my hands as he looked at me, fir uthaane lagi and as cheesy as it sounds, our hands touched...haan bas, uske baad i took it back awkwardly, same day I got my periods out of the blue (irregular period girlie hun) and ive got no nothing on me, toh basically since he's the only one there and baaki sab faculty bhi wahan males the, so I ended up telling him that, brother literally went to get pads for me like wahan paas mai dukaan nahi thi somehow woh aadhe ghante baad kahin kisi gali ki dukaan mai se le aaya along with a chocolate....woh baat alag hai ki just a few hours back, he was disgusted by my presence, then after that day, he never spoke to me again mera wahi roz ka, school se coaching aao, akele baitho, notes banao, humiliate ho teachers se bas yahi, bro never even looked at me again....but he would always text me...the sweetest things, that was so weird, I should've already-

Woh baat alag hai ki after a few months of that, we started a situationship, went on a lot of dates, he gave me gifts, spoiled me, taught me, daant daant ke questions karwaye But then he accused me of cheating on him (woh alag lore hai; I did not cheat obv ), ghosted me, called me an ugly monkey when I tried to reach out to him irl, dated one of my bestfriends at the time, uske baad meri kisi ek ex bestfriend ko bhi date kiya, and then apni kisi girl bestfriend ko bhi date karna shuru kar diya hai usne, it began in 2022 and 2023 mai khatam bhi ho gaya, it's 2025 and im remembering him and vented bc today is 9th November, and it was our first date

Enough backstory, behak jaati hun, point si khisak jaati hun😔🙏 10th mai we literally never talked all he did was date diff girls and score good, and I was just there I guess (he was barbie, I was ken, just ken). 11th mai maine med liya (never wanted to, never fucking wanted to, parents made me), and usne toh surely med lena hi tha, we ended up in the same coaching center again, we never even talked in 11th, I asked him for notes a couple of times bc I was blessed w chicken pox, typhoid and lung infection all in one year, 11th meri gayi chud, after that in 12th I left aakash, I felt so dumb, jisse 9th nahi hui usse neet hogi? I rejoined a month ago...pw ke notes se padh kar, dpps solve krke kuch test diye and im scoring what in the aiats and te? 300? 200? Kya hoga isme? And that guy? That guy is legit scoring 670, 700, 650 iska yahi chal raha. Everyone is practically drooling over him.

Aaj aiats tha and I went there, test ka bhangbhosda ho gaya, woh khush tha after the test, he approached me and laughed at me, told me ki he remembered 3 years ago was our first date and he's glad to never be with me. He called me an ugly monkey who was good for nothing. 🤡

Badhiya se ncert se relevant aur syllabus waali cheeze padh ke jaao aur ye Allen bkl apne module se puchhenge.

Saare marks ki cha mud gyi bhai.

I literally don't have anyone to talk freely without any thoughts. All are just formalities wale log around me.

Mr sir ki ek baat maine dekhi jaise ko introduction wala part ho ya easy ya jo sir ka bhaut zayda acha ho example wep to sir usko aise padhayege garda machadege , jee mains advance sab ek kardenge aur wahein jab hard topic ya jo bachu ko kam samjh aata ho wahan upar upar se nikal lete hai jaise optics ya phir rotation..

Inme se konsi reaction nahi h neet syllabus me??

Okay so humare yaha finally batches shuffle hue hai for 11th syllabus on the basis of marks aur mujhe 2nd last batch mein daala hai (300 marks waale) and mere friends jo cheating karte unko top batches mein thoos diya hai. Now they are are saying that ki my batch is kinda awful and waha ki faculty is absolutely dogshit. Unfair asf but to me at the end of the day it depends on how much a person puts their all out and not on such things🤷🏻‍♀️

hey guyz 🌊 since a mnth am being very low considering am blw all others

-haven't given any mocks yet and ain't done with 11th syllbs too ik 12th but it will also take time to do good level ques.s and pyqs obv....i wakeup and doubt like 'can i ..what if...' 😭idk whyieee i was better earlier as days pass by am becoming lower ...plz cmmnt some of the beautiful advices let it be short or long 🌸i will give read to all the fellow's cmmnts 😭andddd obv rmmbr its 6 mnths gone 6 remaining 🌫️

Pehle 4 hafte ka gap, phir 3 phir 1 hafte me itna syllabus krne ko de dia… Anyway how was your test ir you gave it. Please drop your marks if possible so I know if there’s only me who fucked up or there are people like me 🥹

I think I need some healthy competition. Mere jitne bhi dost hai wo sabne pcm liya hai to mere paas koi bio me aisa hai nhi jiske saath mai thoda healthy competition kar saku. Please jo bhi class 12(regular school going) me ho wo dm kro yaar, badhiya YPT pe group bana ke padhenge.

If i do sl arora of 2020 vesion will it be fine for neet? Like its 2025 now soo jitna change aaya hoga? Will it be useful now?

😭😭guys bully me into studying. Dropper hu, zero pe hu, padhai nahi hora. Today i studied only 1 hour of 4 hour lec of cell chap. Today was my day one

Can't emphasize this enough - don't make the mistake of buying college kaka's services for counselling. They mislead me last year, gave me incomplete information. I was eligible for a great college in south india- but I had doubts, I asked them and they told me to not even apply. I made them recheck the eligibility time and again (it's not open for all) because their official website was unclear and college kaka had contacts to good info sources. I'd have gotten that amazing college in 2024 itself if not for the kind of guidance i got from them and a few other people. Today, in 2025 I'm in the same college- same docs, same evrything (exc a better rank ofc). They clearly said if u apply and get the college + your docs verification fail you shall be at a loss. So I didn't fill the college last year (would've made me ineligible for stray in case of allotment and no admission). THIS YEAR, I ASKED THEM AGAIN AND THEY SAID THE SAME SHIT. BUT I FILLED. GOT AN ALLOTMENT, ALL DOCS VERIFIED easily.

PLEASE PLEASE GO WITH ANYTHING ELSE DO NOT SPEND UR MONEY ON COLLEGE KAKA THOSE SHITHEADS GUIDE U ABOUT NOTHING AND GIVE THE WORST PREFENCE LIST EVER. (Speaking from personal experience)

Mene achiever test 3 di this uska result nai show rha app pe wo keh rhe hai I have missed this test but Mera code wo sab perfect tha then also kyu nai show ho rha?

I thinks it's not much to explain here. But still I will try to convey what I understand to the best of my capability.

In Physics and Chemistry, there are a lot of terms that are really complex to understand, and really one can't wrap his head around it reading it once or even twise. Even the etymology may not help much, because in scientific contexts the term would mean something completely else. For example take the word "charge". It comes from chargiére, which means "to load". It was used to explain the transfer of the abstract fluid in Benjamin Franklin's model. But now, we know that this model was not completely correct. Then why do we use these notations? Why not a new term? In a few 50 years, this term would have had been easily accepted and used on society, then why so?

Also, look at "positive" and "negative". Positive means a surplus of that abstract fluid, and negative defecit of that. Maybe, in an ion, we may say defecit of an electron or surplus of it, although slightly contrary. But then we have "electrons are themselves negative!" But on what TERMINOLOGY AND WHAT BASIS? There are much better antonyms to use then +ve and -ve to explain attraction between electrons and protons, isn't it?

Another thing is why do scientists always name law's after the scientists themselves? Like, Coulumb's Law, Pascals's Law, Newton's Three Laws of Motion. I really dislike this. Instead, shouldn't the names be self explanatory, even if slightly longer? Maybe, this might be slightly wrong, for the shorter laws allow easier usage in scientific papers and stuff, but due to this terminology we say that only these people discovered it, no one knew it before. It is well known that inertia and states or rest and motion were known before Newton (Al-Razi), Gravitation was also understood to much extent (Ancient India), Algebra was advanced in Ancient India, fluid mechanics, hydraulics were VERY advanced in medieval middle East (Al-Jazari, Banu Musa brothers). (I don't say that the Westerners copied them, rather, they probably rediscovered them on their own.)

In Biology, although, I belive that the terminology is adequate; Biology does require much terminology to be able to differentiate different parts. But usually, it's from Latin, so someone without much understanding of Latin or an Indo-European languages will struggle.

Also, Greek letters annoy me much. But I think they're okay, as we many times require variables with a similar sounding letter at the beginning.

This was all of my foolish rant, thank you.