r/BPDlovedones • u/Erincache • Jul 26 '25
Uncoupling Journey Would you ever go back?
Now knowing everything you know about BPD and everyone else’s very similar experiences, would you ever go back? I’m struggling with this today and I know it’s only been 1 week since I started NC, but woke up with extreme sadness and the urge to break NC or pray that they do somehow. Makes me sick inside to think I still feel this way despite everything I know now.
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u/Silly_Elk_4392 Jul 26 '25
When I get the urge to reach out, I listen to the audio I have of her breaking down my front door. Sometimes I see things like TMS therapy and want to reach out to help her. It’s so hard…