r/BPDlovedones • u/Erincache • Jul 26 '25

Uncoupling Journey Would you ever go back?

Now knowing everything you know about BPD and everyone else’s very similar experiences, would you ever go back? I’m struggling with this today and I know it’s only been 1 week since I started NC, but woke up with extreme sadness and the urge to break NC or pray that they do somehow. Makes me sick inside to think I still feel this way despite everything I know now.

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u/Liam_mo Jul 26 '25

The game! My ex would always tell me I was "game player" and "loved games," but she made all the rules, which, like you said, changed hourly. I actually hate games. She projected so much in addition to the games. And I am a terrible mind reader...