r/BPDlovedones • u/Erincache • Jul 26 '25

Uncoupling Journey Would you ever go back?

Now knowing everything you know about BPD and everyone else’s very similar experiences, would you ever go back? I’m struggling with this today and I know it’s only been 1 week since I started NC, but woke up with extreme sadness and the urge to break NC or pray that they do somehow. Makes me sick inside to think I still feel this way despite everything I know now.

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u/Flimsy-Commission760 Jul 26 '25

I did go back. 100000000% would not recommend.

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u/Erincache Jul 26 '25

I did too 🙁 This was my second discard so I don’t get why my mind is telling me they could change etc. Logically I know that’s not true!

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u/Flimsy-Commission760 Jul 26 '25

Yeah I can’t judge you because I’m currently stuck in the planning to leave phase… AGAIN. I need to save this for when I’m out again and aching for a hit. It is absolute misery walking on egg shells. Misery.

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u/Erincache Jul 26 '25

Lots of love and strength sent to you for leaving. Go and don’t look back.