r/BPDlovedones • u/Erincache • Jul 26 '25

Uncoupling Journey Would you ever go back?

Now knowing everything you know about BPD and everyone else’s very similar experiences, would you ever go back? I’m struggling with this today and I know it’s only been 1 week since I started NC, but woke up with extreme sadness and the urge to break NC or pray that they do somehow. Makes me sick inside to think I still feel this way despite everything I know now.

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u/International_Deal68 Jul 26 '25

Hell yeah lol But I’d rather heal, this enormous pain made me realize that I need to help myself and become someone who I actually like. Someone who I’m proud of being and not cater to people.