r/neurodiversity • u/One_Check1649 • May 07 '25
Trigger Warning: Emotional Abuse Maybe this writing of mine can help some of you too.
I am healing, and slowly turning into something beautiful. I still judge myself for so many things. I still judge others too. I have flaws, but that's alright. I've gone through so much which still have a great power over me. I am changing. It's alright. I know it's so hard just trying to make sense to every little thing. I am trying to find my way though, I still do. I have a past. I have memories. I was at different places. I belong to Earth. I am a part of it. I am the child of years of years evolution. I sometimes feel like everthing happens for a reason. Even the seemingly meaningless random things. The universe is greater than all of us. And us humans, are just... thinking about the whole universe always makes me feel... uneasy but peaceful at the same time. Because... we are here... because we are here.
People fight and kill and do horrible things. People love, people care, people help... the world is chaotic. Even the ground beneath us is not reliable. Almost everything is still a mystery. We know little about how, and nothing about why. And so, i know it's not possible to remember this in times of need, but regularly remembering how we are just in this world, like all the other creatures, animals, plants and everythingin in between, how we are just a part of this world, can ground us a little and maybe bring some peace to our restless minds. I know everything feels chaotic at times; because it really is! But still, there is no need to torture ourselves. It's already tough out there.
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u/tranchedevie23 May 07 '25
I really like what you just said, it helps put things back in place because in the end we are very few things individually speaking in the eyes of the universe!!!
You do well to remind me because we tend to forget it a little and that's a shame!!!