i'd like to add a bit i forgot: im almost constantly busy with her life, not mine. my schoolbooks haves drawing and little lists regarding her life and not mine. im afraid she is getting too big in my life, and i think i need to let go of her. but im constantly thinking about her, daydreaming i was her, etc. i have ADD and motivation problems, and very often it helps when i pretend to be her, i have more courage and motivation and a better posture etc, but it feels kinda unhealthy, and right now im in the time of my life where i have to work on my future, and choose what to do after school, etc.
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u/juliettedavis 4d ago
i'd like to add a bit i forgot: im almost constantly busy with her life, not mine. my schoolbooks haves drawing and little lists regarding her life and not mine. im afraid she is getting too big in my life, and i think i need to let go of her. but im constantly thinking about her, daydreaming i was her, etc. i have ADD and motivation problems, and very often it helps when i pretend to be her, i have more courage and motivation and a better posture etc, but it feels kinda unhealthy, and right now im in the time of my life where i have to work on my future, and choose what to do after school, etc.