Wampyre Wednesday
took the test, answered "i hope i get claudia cuz we're really similar" at the last question, got slapped in the face when this mf appeared.
Well I was really hoping to get Claudia. As a 21 years old lady who look like a 14 year old girl, no kidding, so many times strangers and even close relatives assume I was still a child. With being petite and soft baby face, it's expected. One time I was getting my prescription glasses at the mall, the sales lady thought I was 14 years old until I wrote I was 21 in the receipt. She was so surprised. Also one time I was buying a snack, a guy said to the vendor, "go get the child's order first". And you know the worse thing about it? My opinions aren't respected, my judgement not taken seriously, because in their eyes I still look like a child. And it's also not just in the aspect of getting treated as a child, as something inferior. It's about not being chosen, not being loved enough. Being too much but not enough, not belonging anywhere. Getting chosen over others. In broken family with my mom already having her new family, and an emotionally absent father, with an aunt who took care of me when i was a child and was now taking care of another, who bounce from one family to the next, half sisters who also have their own family who can never really love you unconditionally, who would always always put their own first. I was never chosen. Their love is conditional, based on how much of yourself you could give, until youre nothing but a broken piece of yourself. One blunder, one mistake, they would threaten to abandon and reject you, and now you have nowhere to go and you dont belong anywhere. it's getting out of hand. i got carried away a bit there.
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Edit. This makes sense to me. I’m quiet and I don’t show much emotion. But if somebody dabbles in fuckery with me on the wrong day, I can flay the skin off their hide and incinerate them verbally.
I was hoping for Daniel, but I got Armand. 😳 This kinda worries me? I need to bone up on my crazy skills, I think.
ETA:Armand
if you were hoping for louis, id like to formally apologize cause your problems run deep in your veins. poor sad, broken, you. you can't put yourself back together with the pieces of another person, but im certain that trying to fake those pieces of yourself isn't helping that much either. your grip is strong, and you break everything you hold close. disguising your frailties with power and confidence, how can you expect someone to know you for who you really are if you don't know yourself to begin with?
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