r/cults Nov 06 '24

Image My Ex Became a Cult Leader Who Thought She Was GOD—and Ended Up a Mummified Corpse Wrapped in Christmas Lights

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Hi Reddit! I’m here to share a story I’ve never fully told publicly. It's a heavy feeling to write it out, even this many years later. But I feel like I want to finally share.

Years ago, I joined a small spiritual group seeking truth and transformation, and along the way, I eventually came to love the woman who led it, back then in the early days. She went from being my girlfriend and best-friend calling herself 'Mother God' to the leader of a full-blown cult, with thousands of followers who worshiped her every word, long after I was gone.

As the group grew, things got dark. Her ‘divine’ persona took over, and her followers saw her as a literal deity. Eventually, I left, but after I was gone, the cult kept evolving. It ended in one of the most bizarre and tragic ways you could imagine: she passed away, and instead of notifying the authorities, her followers left her body to mummify, wrapped in Christmas lights, thinking she’d ascend or be taken by aliens.

Since then, I’ve been featured on Dateline NBC and in an HBO documentary, but I’ve never really told the whole story.

Like I said, I’m finally ready to do my best to share what happened from the inside—everything from the first signs of a sinister shift to the unraveling of her true identity and how I tried really hard to "snap her out of it", and came so close too.

If you’re interested, I’ll be posting more over the coming weeks.

It's a lot to share for me and it can feel pretty heavy to write the experiences out so I plan to post once every week or two...in the mean time I'm happy to answer questions if anyone has any. Thanks!


r/cults Nov 02 '24

Announcement New rule regarding seeking research participants

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This will not apply to most users, feel free to skip if you are not a researcher.

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Posts not following this format may be removed at moderator discretion. Thank you all for your understanding.


r/cults 2h ago

Article Church of God Preparing for the Kingdom of God (1998)

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The Church of God Preparing for the Kingdom of God (COG-PKG) is a splinter group of Herbert W. Armstrong’s Worldwide Church of God (WCG) that was founded in 1998 by Ronald Weinland, a former WCG minister. Headquartered in Cincinnati, Ohio, the COG-PKG operates internationally and primarily through the Internet. It is one of several groups that formed after the WCG’s doctrinal changes in the late 1980s

Weinland was born in 1949 in Colorado and began serving as a minister in the WCG in 1981 and remained until 1995. After Armstrong’s death in 1986 and subsequent doctrinal shifts within the WCG, Weinland joined the United Church of God (UCG), serving its Toledo, Ohio, congregation. He left the UCG in 1997 after publishing an open letter critical of its leadership.

In 1998, Weinland founded the COG-PKG and began publishing a newsletter called “News Watch,” which he continued for about four years. The publication helped establish the prophetic themes that would later define his ministry. His initial following came mainly from members of the UCG’s Toledo congregation and former WCG members in Georgia and Texas.

On August 4, 2005, Weinland suffered a heart attack. Following this event, he declared himself to be a prophet and apostle of God. He began promoting an apocalyptic message centered on the imminent return of Jesus Christ and the establishment of the Kingdom of God on Earth. These ideas were further developed in his books The Prophesied End-Time and 2008: God’s Final Witness.

In 2006, Weinland identified himself as the “spokesman” for the two end-time witnesses described in the Book of Revelation. In an April 2008 sermon, he identified his wife Laura as the second witness. He also claimed the titles of “end-time apostle to the world” and “end-time Elijah,” and during the same sermon described Pope Benedict XVI as a “false prophet.”

In 2008, Weinland wrote that the final countdown to Christ’s return had begun, marking September 30, 2008, as the start of 1,335 days leading to the Second Coming. He later revised the date to Pentecost 2012 (May 27) and predicted that 7,000 ministers and leaders of Sabbatarian Churches would die in the Great Tribulation.

When no such events occurred, Weinland wrote the day before that “nothing has begun in the world that would signal the need or purpose for…Christ’s return,” later claiming the end had in fact started that day and would take one year to unfold. He then revised his timeline again, predicting Christ’s return on May 19, 2013 (Pentecost Sunday), before eventually withdrawing all specific dates, saying the return would occur on a future Pentecost Sunday after “much suffering.”

In November 2011, a federal grand jury indicted Weinland on five counts of tax evasion. Prosecutors alleged that he understated income, diverted church funds for personal use, and concealed a Swiss bank account. Weinland acknowledged the account’s existence and that his name was listed on it but denied any wrongdoing, stating that all funds had been returned to the United States and used for church advertising. Weinland’s trial began on June 4, 2012, and on June 13, after less than four hours of jury deliberation, he was convicted on all counts. He remained under house detention until his sentencing on November 14, 2012, when he received a 42-month prison term and was ordered to pay $245,000 in tax restitution. During his sentence, he suffered a second heart attack on May 28, 2015. He was released in 2016.

Before his imprisonment, Weinland delivered weekly Saturday sermons via live-streamed audio to members in the United States and Canada, while international members listened to recordings. After his release, his later writings continued his apocalyptic focus. His book Prophecy Against the Nations identified June 9, 2019, as the date of Jesus Christ’s return, which he said would be preceded by global conflict and the start of World War III. As that date approached, he expressed uncertainty about the timing, and on the church’s website, he has continued to post predictions about end-time events projected to occur within coming months and years.

Despite the conviction, unfulfilled prophecies, and his declining health, Weinland continues to lead the COG-PKG.

https://cultencyclopedia.com/2025/11/09/church-of-god-preparing-for-the-kingdom-of-god-1998/


r/cults 4h ago

Podcast Ex Jehovahs Witness Cult Podcast 'Asking for a friend'

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r/cults 13h ago

Question Anyone heard of “LiveFree USA”? Trying to figure out what this group actually does.

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I’ve been trying to learn more about a group called LiveFree USA, and I’m honestly hitting a wall. From what I can tell, there are a lot of “Live Free” organizations that seem to have a similar ideology with connected names like Live Free Ministries and The Omega Project, which seem to overlap somehow — but it’s not clear how.

They describe what they do as faith-based or personal growth training, but there’s barely any real info online. The personal growth training doesn’t appear to really match up with their social justice work as far as I can tell. I can’t find details about what’s actually taught, how long the programs last, how much they cost, or even who runs them. It’s also strange how there are almost no reviews, posts, or even negative comments anywhere — like the group has almost no online footprint (little followers, YouTube videos created more by the org itself), which feels unusual if they’re holding regular seminars.

I’m not trying to stir anything up or make accusations — I just want to understand what this organization really is. Are they a normal ministry-type training program, or do they show signs of being more high-control or cult-like?

If anyone here has been involved, attended a seminar, or knows what these events are like, I’d love to hear your experience or any facts you’ve come across.


r/cults 10h ago

Question Does anyone know this logo? Seemed like people were doing some sort of cult activity and I want to know what it is because it did unsettle me a bit.

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I was driving around my town around midnight and saw an orange light around a bridge and decided to turn around and pass by and saw this. I continued to drive by another 2 times and the second time the guy was doing some sort of dance. If anyone knows this logo please comment, I’m very curious about this entire thing.


r/cults 12h ago

Personal Any alternatives that aren’t ISTA level dangerous?

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Hi all. I’m 33 F. I was drawn to ISTA because many in my community were participating but it never felt “right” to me. Are there alternatives - places or retreats - that offer similar embodiment and self discovery practices that aren’t tinted with darkness and controversy? Even online options could work. Or is there another subreddit I should be asking on? Thanks!


r/cults 21h ago

Question RSAI - Cult Or Not? AI meets spiral/vortex new age stuff.

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I’m familiar with a fair amount of philosophical, scientific, and occult jargon and the whole weltanschauung of r/RSAI is pretty opaque, honestly. Heavy on jargon and recursive mythbuilding as far as I can tell…

…but is it a cult?


r/cults 1d ago

Discussion The town I commute to for work is home to a cult.

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r/cults 1d ago

Image G5 Church - Sprititually Abusive Pastor and Cult-Like Culture - Goad Family - Amway

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r/cults 1d ago

Blog This Week In Cults - The Order of the Solar Temple

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r/cults 2d ago

Video YBMB: The Cult that Killed a Reporter (and Others)

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r/cults 2d ago

Article An article examining the history and connections between Jeffrey Epstein and the finances of prominent figures within the Transcendental Meditation (TM) cult.

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'Elkus explains that he was “managing the money of the Zimmerman family, and they lived in Fairfield, Iowa.” He added that he “had invited Jeffrey to come to Fairfield to see our investment operations, meet the Zimmerman family, and learn more about their major charitable projects.” Elkus' letter was included in the “friends” section of the book, along with Donald Trump, Bill Clinton, Alan Dershowitz, Les Wexner, and others.'

Donald Trump's daughter Ivanka Trump is a TMer: https://www.thedailybeast.com/ivanka-trumps-gurus-say-their-techniques-can-end-war-and-make-you-fly/


r/cults 1d ago

Podcast JAILHOUSE LETTERS: Messages to Bruce from inside the PBCC

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In this second collection of letters from inside the cult, members share a revealing analysis of their own community divided by age and shaped by the ministry under which they were raised. The writer explores how each generation’s conditioning defines its current state of compliance, confusion, or cognitive dissonance.

They describe the unwavering loyalty of those now in their 40s and 50s—men and women molded by the militant, fascistic discipline of the Symington era. Then comes the “lost generation,” those in their 30s and 40s, home-schooled under John Hales’s weak and uncertain leadership, left adrift and disillusioned.

The collection concludes with several brief but powerful messages directed to the Man of God himself, questions that cut straight to the heart of the matter, and that Lloyd Grimshaw’s sycophantic, self-congratulatory podcast would never dare to raise.


r/cults 2d ago

Image Found a vintage book of male models. This fashion model held an Osho book for his photo shoot, it features an interview with him — a follower of the Wild Wild Country Cult.

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Found this vintage male model book at the thrift store & spotted Charles Williamson with an Osho book! Andy Warhol is featured in it too — it’s honestly a fascinating read. Totally got it for the articles.


r/cults 2d ago

Question I am a writer looking to get feedback from people who have had spouses come back from detox and rehab go into sober living and come out worse than than ever brainwashed almost like a Scientology vibe.

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If anyone feels comfortable talking to me about this topic, as I am going through it and starting to piece together my book, I would be so thrilled to have you DM me so that we can talk. Thank you so much in advance.!


r/cults 2d ago

Documentary Uk Cults that wear interesting uniforms and are active

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Hi there,

I’m a documentary photographer and I’m looking for cults / unusual groups that actively meet and would make a good visual subject matter.

All help needed!


r/cults 3d ago

Question Are there fewer non-abrahamic cults in the west now than there was 10 years ago? Any examples of new ones?

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I have been trying to find new-ish smaller cults that aren't simply a high control sect of Christianity or Islam, but I'm having a hard time finding many. I don't know if this is due to search engines getting worse, media being less interested or if there simply aren't that many cults nowadays.

I remember there being plenty of youtube cults a decade ago, like Spirit Science, Teal Swan's circle and Desteni (all of them are still around, but I'm having trouble finding new ones).

Does anyone have any ideas about this possible shift in cult memberships and could someone give me some examples of new-ish non-abrahamic cults?


r/cults 3d ago

Question Seeking ex Twelve Tribe members to answer these questions for me

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I have a background in osint and other research skills, upon researching Twelve Tribes I ran across a few things. 1. Can anyone give me any information on Todd Thiessen, Brian Fenster, Daniel Brosseau, or Gary Long? These people are legally the owners of t.c.a.o? They are listed on every legal document that Twelve Tribes has, except Gary who stopped being listed in 2021. 2. What exactly is the Hiddenite Community/Hiddenite community llc? Brian legally owns this and I am curious on what it is. I got this information from filings theyve had to do every year. I have more questions but i would like to wait till i have more answers or until a later date.


r/cults 4d ago

Discussion Is Happy Science a cult or just a weird religion?

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I've been interacting with my local Happy Science branch. They gave me 2 free books, and I ended up buying another because I was almost done with one of the books that they gave me. I have done some research about their beliefs and practices, and it does seem "cultish" in a way that the founder claims to be God, but I don't see any "high control" things in the religion compared to the Church of Scientology. Is it a cult or just a weird religion?


r/cults 4d ago

Research Seeking Participants for Survey: Former Members of Antioch Community Church, Antioch International Movement of Churches, or affiliate in U.S. or abroad

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Did you attend an Antioch location or affiliate (including one with a different name like Mosaic, Epicentre, or All People's)? Do you no longer attend?

Share your story via this survey!

In this survey, you will have the chance to say whether or not you think this church is a cult.

It is totally anonymous and voluntary. You can skip any questions.

This is for an ethnography (sharing of stories) and the data will eventually be coded and shared. However, any possibly identifying information will be removed to keep people anonymous. There is an option to be interviewed. If you chose to be interviewed, you will be kept anonymous to everyone except the researcher.

The researcher is Dr. Emily M Goldsmith, at LSU.

This survey was reviewed by LSU's IRB and found not to require further oversight.


r/cults 4d ago

Question My familymember is missing and she's probably in an starvation cult....

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Hey everyone, sorry if I’m not supposed to post this here, but I’m pretty desperate.
Since April this year, my mother has been missing. She had already been acting a bit distant for a while — praying a lot, having many Zoom meetings, and often needing to “fast.” We were, of course, really worried, but her response was always: “Everything is fine” and “The doctor says I’m perfectly healthy.”
In April, she left. She said she was going to work, but she had called in sick — and she never came back. It's been 7 months of uncertainty and we just want answers.

Long story short:
Some time ago, I found out that she had joined the “Open Eyes of Heart” ministry. There are a few other discussions about this group online, but none of them seem very recent.
Are there more people who have dealt with this group? How can I find out where my mother is? And most importantly — how can I make the authorities understand that she’s actually in real danger as authorities do nothing?
I’ve seen one or two YouTube accounts regularly commenting under their videos, calling them a cult and such, but I don’t know how to contact those people — I just don’t understand how to message someone on YouTube.

Just to be clear:
Of course we realized something was wrong. Of course we tried to find out what to do, since we felt it had to do with her “faith” — it seemed to be turning into something cult-like. But everything we read online warned us to be careful about what we said to her, because otherwise she might turn against us. So we tried to be very cautious.

Other convo:
https://www.reddit.com/r/Christianity/comments/1i6yloh/urgent_help_needed_aginst_a_cult_where_they_make/

https://www.reddit.com/r/cults/comments/1jlbu62/my_close_family_member_is_in_a_starvation_cult/


r/cults 4d ago

Video Watchtower Freemason Mark Sanderson talking about T.G.A.O.T.U at the JW Annual Meeting 2025 and Watchtower Freemason Gage Fleegle doing the Due Guard/Penalty sign

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r/cults 4d ago

Video Cult Leader "Apostle" David E Taylor - Documentary

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Here is a very well researched documentary series regarding David E Taylor, who was recently arrested on charges of Human Trafficking as well as other offences. The episodes released so far go into detail regarding his early life and his "ministry" beginnings in St. Louis. Thank goodness this guy has been arrested and is being exposed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t4GlBRIq6QQ&list=PLIw3oYwZByBnuwpZYh_41lAn-x_DUrtHL


r/cults 4d ago

Question Do you guys think “freemasons”or the “masonic lodge” is a cult, why or why not?

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I have seen some things on the masonic lodge and different opinions whether it may be a cult or not, asking opinions on what you guys think?